In one of his letters to his wife written during world war two, Pasternak wrote: “It is impossible to express how much I want
Whatever the truth of this quote, it captures the central problem of the Russian soul: Russians have an empire to which they are intensely attached and intensely loyal; and an empire which they also intensely hate because it enslaves them. This split personality – or shall we call it two-facedness – goes back centuries: in 1820’s Pushkin quarreled with Mickiewicz over it. Pushkin would criticize the Russian regime when in the company of other Russians; but when talking to foreigners (Mickiewicz was a Russian subject, but not ethnically Russian, which made him a foreigner in Pushkin’s eyes), he would immediately jump to the regime’s defense – with the sort of vehemence which betrayed a deeply felt shame at his own duplicity.
I suppose Russians see logic in this combination of mutually exclusive attitudes – hate it but love it – though just how perverse it is illustrates the case of a Russian Jew I once knew in the
The perversity of the situation did not occur to him but struck me: Sasha was wallowing in the glory of a successful shooting down of a plane – in itself a sick cause for pleasure, if you ask me; but, what’s worse, he was glorying in the shooting down of a plane by the very Soviets who had persecuted him. An American citizen by then, Sasha was still taking pride in the Soviet Empire; “his” Empire.
And of course this is the Russian pride: it is “their” empire, even though it does them no good at all and even though they have no say in its management. Most normal people would not consider such an empire as “theirs”. But then if Russians were to admit to themselves that their empire isn’t really theirs, what would they have left? A low standard of living, poor health care, low life expectancy, alcoholism, drug resistant tuberculosis?
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